- me reading fanfic: this better be NC17 and be drowning in hearteyes and vomiting romance rainbows, or it can gtfo.
- me watching tv/movies: if this develops a romance plot I'm outta here.
Sometimes I’m internally like “How is that a trigger?, ” then I realize other people have different life experiences from me, they don’t owe me their story, and I move the fuck on.
Yep must accept 2 hours of sleep as insufficient and take a day off. At least the sun will come up soon and I’ll be able to sleep much better and easier.
Yeahhhh I’m gonna just stay up until I no longer feel awful and sick. At least tomorrow I have class 7:30-10 and then I can come back and sleep. Whyyyy do I revert to nocturnality when stressed? It’s really not a good coping mechanism at all.
I’ve been up since 7:30, it is now 1:30, not only do I not feel tired at all (thank you insomnia you suck) but every time I think about going to sleep I start to think about this morning’s dream again and nopenopenope not going back to that nope
I have an OChem test at 7 and I’m reading creepypasta stories instead of studying >.>